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Showing posts with label Systems. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Systems. Show all posts

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Will Programming be the same in an EMS?


The point of programming in this world is quite complex. From my perspective it is as complex as the education it takes to become a doctor as there is an abundance of money within the digital/technological sector of this reality. Within this world where the is an abundance of money there is seclusion as some do not want that abundance to be readily available for anyone that wants it…there is always trails and tests to weed out most. Taking this point into consideration the complexity of programming is due to money, programming becoming complex due to an abundance of money and the want to not share that abundance with everyone, thus programming has been made complex. Since there is an obvious limitation through money in relation to programming when there is not a want for profit or a need for profit or a systemic limitation within money, then things are able to be approached differently.

In an EMS we would be able to explore an easier way to develop technological advances through no longer having a limitation of/as money or profit, it will be looked at through the perspective of what can we create that is best for all, what can we create that will be able to assist and support everyone equally here on Earth, thus the point of making programming complex becomes irrelevant as that is not able to support all on this Earth equally. To develop a system that is easier to understand would be best for all...the one point that is coming up is the fact that this is how we have developed programming and the way programming works is intricate and complex so how do we get around that? We have created computers with the language that exists within/as computes right now, thus we are not subject to the system that is already here as we in fact created it, we made the programming and the device for programming complex thus to make it simple for everyone to understand and to create with it we must re-engineer the computer as well so that it becomes much more user friendly even for the seemingly `complex` tasks that now exist as developing a program.

Once competition disappears through as profit, then what is left is to develop a system that is best for all that works unconditionally in supporting and assisting everyone that uses it. There won’t be any need to constantly develop new and `better` programs or systems as the best will be constantly approached and developed. Take Apple computers for example, each half year they come out with a `new` `better` model of their previous technological system only to make more money, what happens in this is that they purposely leave out a few things that they could have simply added to the first model only to place those on a `newer` `better` model to increase profit and sales. When profit doesn’t exist obviously the best would be supported firstly, no longer placing a product that lacks out in the beginning only to make more money off of the first adapters. Thus the technological wheel does not need to be `re-invented` time after time after time as the best will be supported first off, because without profit it is simply a fucking waste.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Not being Here.


Here I am in breath. While I am not here I am thinking about some situation or possibility or what if or outcome or what to eat all in contexts of what is not here at the moment meaning It is not in my direct reality and I cannot physically participate with it.

I had an experience of not being here at work today and it is a vivid one, meaning I experience myself not here quite frequently with participating in thoughts of what ifs and speculation etc etc, yet this one was a bit more `interesting`.

I was working and at my job it is VERY systematic as is most jobs in this world, so once we get used to it we can basically go through our jobs blindfolded and deaf. I was low as well, meaning blood sugar low and when this happens I have noticed I participate much more in thoughts or negativity, and I cannot establish myself as effectively in the physical.

I pick cases at a warehouse on put them on skids, so I was moving from my machine to the slot and putting it on the skid and this entire movement I had no awareness of. Meaning I was not able to place it as myself I was not in the physical doing this action it was systematic it was automatic. I got back to my machine and was about to pick up another case and I saw that I had no memory of moving from the machine and picking up that last case and putting on the skid. I was not here in the physical at all I was not here I was completely not here I didn’t even remember the sights that I saw while doing that action which I am usually able to do, my senses were shut off to me, If someone asked me exactly what happened in that moment I could not tell them truth I could only relate to past experiences.  

Looking at this it is very dangerous to participate in reality like this yet we all do as we are all constantly thinking about what ifs, or speculating, or thinking about what they will do in the future = programming ourselves, or thinking about memories etc etc, Most of the time we are not here in the physical. Most of the time we humans are not aware of the physical, aware of our physical actions, aware of our physical breath, aware of our hearing or sight or anything that is PHYSICAL.

This is how FUCKED the mind is. It is not a benevolent placement of the human, it is devious as hell and separate from the physical though/as thinking thus we are not able to be here with the physical with our true selves, and since we are separate from our true selves, we believe that the mind is us, that thoughts are us, when in reality we are HERE in the physical in breath, in/as our senses. For an experiment go through your day and see how many things you have not heard the entire time = electrical noises, or birds, or cars, mostly ambient noises, and then realize that they were always making that sound, YOU were just not HEREing, so where were you? Then look at the thoughts and if they have any relevancy to Reality = what is here = what we can physically participate with in the moment HERE.

This is what desteni has shown me and many others, but in essence they showed me the opportunity and the fact that I had the ability to see, in essence I saw, desteni showed me the tools on how to allow myself to see. Desteni showed us that we are not here and to take our power back = our RESPONSEability = we must be here to respond correctly, or else we are only responding within/as a system = a pre-programmed automatic response. Our responsibility is our ability to respond through being here  and through taking our ability to respond back to us through being HERE we are taking our power back as ourselves = we are taking our power back from the systems that WE have ACCEPTED giving it up to.

This is what being a destonian is about. It is about taking our responseability of/as ourselves and responding with what is best for all so that we may bring about what is best for all. Being able to see what is best for all is a simple accumulation process of 1+1+1, looking at the consequence of each action that we participate in and what will be the side effects as well.

So no more speculation about what/how desteni is operating, it is out in the open it is for all to see, yet the irony is that you must allow yourself to see reality which through/as the mind you cannot as the mind is not in reality, it is in a sphere or a delusion self created reality, where as REALality is not SELF created it is created by ALL as self, it is a accumulation of all of us to make ONE reality. Stand up to see your true self, forgive yourself for all that we are holding onto as a collective community (the world) let it all go so that we may see what is here, let ourselves unconditionally go from the mind as we are the only ones who are enslaving ourselves.  Join Desteni, share and start investigating yourself at http://desteni.co.za – it is time to stop the mind so that we can get ourselves back to reality where we BREATHE, not think.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Judgment

Jan 13th 2011


I am going to start to write out a point within me every day and post it on a blog and do a vlog on it after I have written it out. I will not be able to post and share one each day because I do not always have access to the internet but I will still write one up and post each one that I have missed on a day where I have internet access.

I will start to write about judgment. This point came up in the morning and decided that it would be the one I would take on. I have been looking at how I judge, where it comes from and why I do it. I judge to try and create a definition for myself. I compare myself to others who I have solidly defined and relate myself to them within better or worse. 1 or 2, is or isn’t. I look at other people anddefine myself as better or worse compared to them and believing that I have a solid definition I start to think that I have a solid definition of myself. It starts from inferiority. I comparemyself on physical appearance to others, so what happens is that I have a inferiority construct within me and I allow that to define me as inferior, I then think that I am physically inferior to others as I compare physicality, that which I can immediately see. I then try and find some point that I have knowledge and information about that is part of their ego, as I cannot physically make myself superior, I try and make myself feel mentally superior, by using knowledge and information. So for instance, I would see a strong person, compare myself, define myself as inferior, and them being superior in relation to being strong and more attractive to women’s eyes, and convince myself that they are asshole, I am nice, they are idiotic, and I am intellectual and sophisticated, all because I believe myself to be inferior, based on attractiveness and sexual appeal to female’s eyes, so it obviously comes from a desire for sex and a relationship, and the whole alpha male bullshit.

I judge people based on fashion as well…I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to value fashion, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in fashion, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to value a perception of cool. MEdia provides a sense of inferiority and superiority and significance onto people based on money….this is where it comes from. Money, from the point of having it or not. Relating to fashion, I judge based on clothing type. In the first second I look at a person I immediately place a value on them based on their clothing that they buy, so I place a value on them for their money, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself and others based on money, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge based on money, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a judgment point from money, I forgive myself that I hae accepting and allowing myself to define myself as money, I forgive myself for accepting and allowingmyself to judge other based on money, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself in this world to place money over life, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to value money over life. This is interesting to see exactly how I judge and all the constructs that are involved = Inferiority, Money, Value, Sex, Relationship. It mostly stems from trying to place myself above others, and Why I judge so much is because I am controlled by the systems I have created within myself. Take alook from this perspective, I am allowing systems as mind to control a lot of me, therefore I am giving my power away a lot, therefore I am allowing myself to be inferior to my mind, I am not taking my power back, so I am constantly existing in inferiority from myself allowing myself to be controlled by my mind, therefore I am constantly looking for a point in which I can make myself seems superior, and this I tend to look at others for the answer, I judge others to console my own inferiority onto myself. I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to be equal to myself as mind, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist less than my mind, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be less than anything, I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I am equal to all life within breathing.

Judging is a useless form of trying to take my power back from myself, within giving it away to my mind. Since I have given my power away currently and I do not know where it went...I look to take power over other people, to make them think that I am more than them, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have power over other people. I forgive myself that Ihave accepted and allowed myself to give my power away and thus look to have power over other people, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place my own problems onto other people for a type of solace. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to try and solidify my own doubt of who I am by judging others. This is unacceptable in my life as life. I am equal to all beings.

I no longer accept myself as inferior to my mind, I am not going to allow myself to give up my own power to thoughts, feelings emotions, desires, beliefs, I am equal to it as it. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to separate myself from my mind allowing power to remain as it and not as me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a power point within my mind and then separate myself from it. I am placing myself back here as my life, as the power of this body, mind, and I am recreating myself, by changing the system bit by bit, I am changing the pattern that is myself by changing the pattern physically.

Thank you Paul Quessy

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Inception

I watched the movie Inception and I found it to be completely interesting. I enjoyed it. So the movie is based on this group of people that attach themselves into peoples dreams so that they can access their subconscious to gain secrets...Information. What happens is that a energy company is at war with another company and want to gain absolute power and not let the other have absolute power, so they hire this group of people to place an idea into the rival energy companies heir's head that he wants to destroy the company. This is what they call inception, placing an idea into ones head.

What is interesting about this movie is that they explore the mind entirely, the conscious, subconscious, unconscious, and a level they call limbo. When placed inside a dream they can access the beings subconscious in the entire world around them, through talking to the people because they are all projections.

They go around finding people in real life to act as their `professions` within a dream state, so for example they try and find an architect to place themself within the dream to create the dream world. They find a fraud, someone who replicates casino chips to make money, to recreate and act as someone who the dreamer knows. The fraud would look like and talk like the person that the dreamer knows, so that they could manipulate the dreamer into more information. This entire movie revolves around deception. They all try and deceive the dreamer to gain information.

After this movie I had more of an understanding of the mind which was interesting! I was watching Maya's video response to voice tonality and I could see and understand the entire consequence and reality of a reaction, on how it is not real and how it is a complete possession. A Reaction is when one goes into the mind and becomes completely controlled by it through not wanting to face or realize a point through fear of losing itself. And this mind takes us over completely, so I saw what it means to be possessed by the mind and how we allow it and how fucked up it truly is. Like A reaction to words said to you, like you are fat, if you go into a reaction it is the fear of being fat and the belief that you are fat coming into play. This is absolute possession and control. We are allowing this to take over our LIVES. So I looked at a definition I held of a past girlfriend because I noticed that I would still think about her every so often. So I looked at that picture of her in everything that it was, I forgave...Truly forgave, myself on believing that to be her, and then realized that if I saw her in the physical that the picture presentation I had of her would be irrelevant to what she actually is within the physical, So I was able to let that go unconditionally and absolutely.

Forgiveness for me is much more effective if I forgive within and as myself without words. I have to look at myself in what I have accepted and allowed myself to believe within and as my mind, look at it and then forgive. When looking at it within the mind I can see the entirety of the belief or perception or idea of something and unconditionally let it go with forgiveness. I must forgive myself first when looking at it and then I can speak it and mean it knowing that I do forgive myself rather than speaking empty words that I cannot stand behind because I have not lived them within the moment or know what they really mean.

So this is what helped completely. In the movie the main character is holding onto a belief of who his wife is, and the belief is surrounded by guilt and from that guilt comes regret and not being able to let it go, which is completely relevant to what desteni has brought forth within information. So he was holding onto a belief of his wife even though she died. She would still be within his mind fucking with the dream state of anothers dream, because all of their subconscious would come through and she was a large part of the main character that he could not let go. I looked at this point of that, even though it is jsut a belief it has immense consequences within the person because it becomes them. So I looked at any belief I had and looked at it entirely and forgave myself for believing it and within that moment I could see the reality of that which I believed to be. So If I were to believe a Person to be special or happy or sad or any `definition` I forgave it and could immediate see what they were in reality, no within any set definition. And I saw that they were me....deceptive lieing, polarity based, judgmental, mental (lol), etc.

I enjoyed this movie quite a lot because I was actually able to take away a better understanding of beliefs, I suggest you watch it and if you do not understand the movie start to research psychology, only a little through, then watch it again and see if you can understand it again. And Check Self-forgiveness as well because what I found interesting as well is that it was suggested within the movie to the main character to release his guilt.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

For The Masses

So We have been Constantly forgetting that we are lives mostly due to the fact that we are thinknig about munny constantly. WE focus on our jobs or houses or so to speak Lives>! WE are submitting to money even though we don't like having to participate in it, The only ones who enjoy money are the rich. YEs it is luxiourious and comfortable to have what we have but at what expense.? Yourselves, What did you think of then? Your body or what you define as life? What Im saying is jsut stop right now, Leave let be/Stop and Drop Everything and no more money trouble, so no more property ownershit, and all other possessional status that you have with anything else. When there is no electricity items that we put some worth to become valueless, when theres no more care of whom it belongs to. Live freely from anything that we have dfined as stresses or worries or cares, still care for the people around you and live free from judgment from people around you for minor insecurities about themselves, Why people are racial has nothing to do with the fact that the others are different than them It has to do with the fact that they are insecure with something within himself. So Yes I Understand that with all these masses of people some must die Un fortuneatly yes. But Why We Fear death is only Because We don't Understand Death. And To Understand Death Isnt't that hard just an opened mind and clear perception of what you see. If your free from any preconceived Belief of how things are and came to be then take a look at desteniproductions on youtube and just watch and listen to see if you find truth in what exists in the words spoken. And Then you can understand Death. Hopefully with knowledge of death you no longer fear it, But just to exist as it because death does not exist seperately from you! Its inevitable that we die so why worry about it, yes it may hurt or be unpleasent in some way but fuck its not like if you avoid that pain now to never feel what ever death is going to feel like. So Again Stop Dead Right NOW! And Spread the message of True freedom! No More possessions and Use common Sense to Judge how you best would live within the enviroment that we currently have but only if All that we currently have here is unoperated. I would say Start Grabbing fruit from the Grocerey stop but not franticly and planting them wherever they can be, and dont worry about "oh maybe ill die before this try grows to riping" but know that you in time created better survival for what ever is left and what ever there will be when you die. sO Will you?