2012 How The Physical shows that knowledge is useless

I am working with muscle communication this month for the Desteni I Process and I was struggling for a bit because I was not letting go of knowledge and unconditionally testing the points, words, letters, numbers, etc.

When I would test for information I would believe that I already knew the answer and from that expect an unlock or lock at a certain point, and in this I saw that I was having a preconceived idea about when it should lock or unlock and thus not testing the information correctly. For example with testing with a series of information I was hesitant on allowing myself to unlock at the beginning of the information, meaning that if I am testing through numbers I was hesitant on unlocking with indicator/change on number 1 because I was believing/knowing that it is rarely the first bit of information but in that I was not testing unconditionally because it could absolutely be the first bit of information.

What I had to do then was to see all the information as equals and stop allowing preference or knowledge to interfere with my testing. I had to see the letter A equal to the letter F and equal to the letter Z and equal to all letters and in that I was truely asking the question if A was the letter I should work with, instead of expecting it to stay locked because of a belief/knowledge of the answer is rarely at the beginning. So in that me `knowing` that the answer is rarely at the beginning of information was limiting me on testing the information unconditionally and allowing myself to doubt the testing. When doing this part of the  DIP, if you go through what I went through the practical communcation video #9 was of great assistance, because in that you test unconditionally you use no knowledge to move yourself, and in that you have to trust self and the physical equal and one.

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Helping build a Well Educated Work-Force

I have been reading the Province of Ontario’s budget plan for next year. One thing that they have been mentioning is re-building schools and upgrading them as well with a full year for kindergarteners.

One sentence pops out at me that I just read. “Ontario is also investing in full-day kindergarten for four- and five-year-olds

as part of the Province’s plan to build a well-educated workforce.” This is saying that school is here to effectively ut children into the system so that they too have to be dependent on money for survival, saying that we are going to start at an early age to feed these children knowledge so that they may have the `knowledge` to perform jobs for this system and so that they too can keep this system running just as we did when we were children, and just as we are doing now.

This showing that education is just not that = education. It is a feeding of knowledge that will only allow oneself to become effective within the system, a system of abuse, of ignorance, of hell in fact. This is stating that education is not there for educating a person unconditionally, it is saying here that the education system in only there to select feed students certain bits of information so that they may effective distribute and gain money for/as the system so that this system is prolonged because `this is all we know` `this is what we must keep and protect` and thus children are enslaved from the start to become money producers within/as select feeding them bits and pieces of knowledge.

From my experience in school and then in my search within the world for something different is interesting to me. In high school I was quite bored with all the information that was being shared, sure there was some cool stuff but nothing that really Assisted me in terms of my being, of my quality of life. The One class that I found interesting was Media Studies, where we were to examine the media and how it manipulates an individual to buy an object, product, or service, how it uses certain colours and images to influence the observer to influx a series of emotions that will allow them to associate those feelings with said product, or service. Now that is a course that assisted me in terms of life, in terms of assisting me as life to better my quality of life. That is something that I could live and thus see the manipulation and in seeing it  am not as affected by it because I KNOW it = information that I could live and test out for myself = Education. I found no other course in high school similar to Media Studies.

So Since I found school boring and I had no real interest in getting my grades high as I saw them as irrelevant in that time, I started t investigate other things, things that they did not teach in school. I started looking at Esoteric Knowledge, which is knowledge that is not commonly held by people. Eventually this searching through esoteric knowledge lead me upon Desteni which has assisted me tremendously in terms of my quality of life, provided me information to live and see the system for what it really is, see myself for what I really am. It has allowed me to understand the sentence “Ontario is also investing in full-day kindergarten for four- and five-year-olds as part of the Province’s plan to build a well-educated workforce.” Where before I would not have understood that, I would not have looked behind what the words are saying, what the words are meaning, I would have only took the face value of those words, but there are many layers to everything in this world.

This education system is not here to support us as life to understand ourselves as life, how to treat life equally to ourselves as this Earth, it is here for giving select bits and pieces of knowledge to influence the children of this Earth so that they too can become infused within/as this system and thus support this system so that the system survives, not life, as life is being destroyed, corrupted, abused, manipulated in this current system. Life is Far from being supported within this current system, and that is what the current educational process that we will or have been though leads to = further support of this system of abuse, harm, destruction, rape.

Job Manipulation and politics

Everytime I have worked at a place I am always interested what goes on behind the scenes. Being allowed into the `backroom` is quite interesting. I have found out what goes on in the job and the manipulation of it all. So today at work the manager of the store was talking about how we need cannot let people know about the sale starting tomorrow because it will reduce the profits today. Also we need to ask for customer's email addresses because it is important for some reason. She suggests to manipulate them with guilt by saying the word please. Can I have your email please? Instead of can I have your email. Obviously there is a difference there but it is the whole point of purposeful manipulation to get profit.

Walking around the store doing my job I find myself talking to people more and talknig to them as customers, trying to use my words to decieve them to get them to buy shit. I didn't see them equal to me. I saw them less than me through knowledge and information. I had the `backroom` knowledge and they did not. I was `more` than them for having that knowledge. This was all manipulation on our part to try and make a profit We are all in this together!

I related this to politics as politics is also a JOB. They have `backroom` knowlege that we do not have. And are trying to manipulate the populous into falling into the agenda which is most likely more money for them. So blaming politicians for the manipulation existent in the world. I am responsible for the manipulation as I have manipulated, as I have accepted and allowed myself to value knowledge and other people not having that knowledge I have valued less than. I am responsible for accepting and allowing manipulation and thus corruption to exist in this world simply by participating in it at my job. This will not continue simple and plain

Breathing vs Thinking

When I think I am not here and I am my personality it its entirety. When I breathe I am much more stable at placing myself here, and letting everything go and being my body. Even now as I think I become more and more tired and as I am `waking up`, as I breathe I feel as if I have been up for hours. I can focus when I breathe, When I think I am only focused on one thing and that is within my mind being placed somewhere else. When I breathe I can analyze anything, When I think I am very limited to one expression I am limited to what I want to try to be. When I breathe I can look at any situation and express myself in the moment. When I think I am limited to expressing only what I think about, to only be what I believe or think the situation is, and my thinking is just a pre-programmed design of who I should be within this system.

So when I think I am extremely limited in who I am, When I think I am unlimited in my expression, I am here and not trying to be an idea/a thought/ a belief of my experience or the situation that I am involved in. When I think I am trying to match the situation with my thoughts. Right now I am watching a movie and it is `unraveling` and I am trying to understand it, when there is nothing to understand as it is right in front of my face, There is no need to understand anything, and when I am thinking I am trying to piece some puzzles together…but when I breathe the puzzle fits for me. When I breathe I let the movie just play out, I become humble and allow it to unfold for me, As I said it is right before my eyes, and all I need to do is breathe and I understand everything because there is not anything `more` to understand when watching a movie, As I think I am trying to create a definition onto trying to create words onto it, when I breathe as I am watching this movie The pictures and words define it for me there is nothing to think about when watching a movie, yet we all do. So it is pointless to think about anything, as what is is before your eyes. I like the saying when you look at a tree you do not need to say/think tree the tree says it’s a tree by being a tree. So really, is thinking useful? Does it make progress? In reality does thinking assist us in seeing, or does it only create a false interpretation of what we look at, When we think we are trying to see something that is not there. If we stop thinking we are able to see the reality of the situation. We are able to see it clearly rather than through the fog of words and definitions existent within out mind, trying to find the right words and definitions to `clearly` explain the situation but the situation is right at hand being shown clearly to us. So there was just a scene and It looked unfamiliar to me and I was wondering where the fuck is this…what is this. It is just what it is. There is nothing else to it…it is not beautiful it is not ugly, it just is. Thinking allows one to see it differently than what it really is. We all look through our minds eye at the moment and that eye is crowded with words definitions, knowledge, Information and we are sifting through all of that shit to find something to place on the idea experience that we go through at any moment, and then define ourselves according to information/knowledge of what we believe to be an adequate interpretation of the experience/situation.