Supressing Self

Through watching the documentary (the second part now) "The Century of Self" I have learnt that through suppressing our `natural` emotions, the emotions that are too outrageous for us to face, we become very confused beings, we become uncertain of who we are and of who we should become and what we should do with ourselves. This can lead to suicide, this can lead to hysteria, dementia, schizophrenia, and many other mental illnesses. The reason why these occur is because how we as humans have accepted and allowed society to develop, and how we have conditioned ourselves to conform to a certain accepted lifestyle. This conformity is the goal of society in order to keep society running/flowing in the way that it has been, and through conforming we become a guided programmed being with the goals and objectives in that which society has already `in store` for us. All of our life is directed once we conform to `how we should live`, and in that we become automated following the direction that which society would like for us, and in that not directing ourselves but having these desires and unconscious thoughts direct us.

Within conforming to society we are suppressing who we are as humans, through attempting to live like `civilized` beings, not taking a look at who we are as `nature` and deciding to change that as who we are as our nature. Our nature is disgusting = look at how we have been treating the Earth and ourselves, look at how we have in fact been existing. It is not special, we are not significant, we are actually quite fucking oblivious to how we are actually existing, we are not a benevolent creature, we are a destructive one. So what is interesting about the point of the ability to suppress ourselves is that if we are able to suppress ourselves we are able to change ourselves, we are able to stop living as our accepted nature, but in order to change ourselves we must face ourselves. We must face the ugliness as who we are and in that face who we are as thoughts, as that which we have become, forgive the acceptance of how we have lived, remove the symbols that which stimulate how we have been living and set a goal of equality in that we see eachother as equals, as another being walking this planet equal and one to me, as another source of substance equal and one to me as substance equally, and in that realize that what we do to another we in fact do to ourselves, and live a new self living in a way that is best for all and best for self.

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2012 How to Change Competition and Survival

While watching Frozen Planet a peculiar image struck me and that was of a penguin stealing another penguin’s rocks in order to build his own nest. What they do is build a nest out of available rocks in the artic, so that the females are enticed by their proposal to lay their eggs there. It is similar to owning property as a sign of value to a mate in the ritual that we play when looking for a mate. So while one penguin was going and gathering rocks, there was another penguin close by him, and each time the one who was gathering rocks left his nest, the other would walk up to its nest and steal the rocks and build his own nest with them.

This is quite similar to what we as humans do and is also quite deceptive and from the point of competition of finding a mate. We as well will stab others in the back so that we can survive in this world as well. Why this struck me is because I have been judging humanity for its actions as if they are the worst of the worst, but that simply is not the case. All Life on Earth is equal and one to humans and humans are equal and one to all life on Earth, thus any judgment is irrelevant. Penguins will steal from eachother so that they can find a mate and in that prolong their existence. People will steal and manipulate eachother so that they can gain money so that they can prolong their existence. So why live like this?

I don’t find this way of living cool at all. I mean why must we compete with others on this Earth in order to survive? Why can we not live with each other supporting each other to better each other. Only when the point of having to survive or fight for our survival on this planet is removed will that be within reach. Thus only when we don’t need to go out and forage for food (work for money) will we be able to consider our neighbours as our equals and assist them in life as well as ourselves equal and one. Thus only once an Equal money system is established will we be able to change indefinitely our course of nature and as a result change the course of nature of this world. We as humans are able to change our nature…simply through the choice of whether or not we want to mate is an example of how we can alter our nature, so why accept our nature the way it is, why not exist as a group supporting the group doing what is best for the group and thus best for self in all moments? Join Desteni, Support Equal money.