Female Children Killed in China

There is another news report about the death of a female child in China. The child got hit by a van and was then run over by a truck. She was not helped at all, many people walked by her as if she was another child left to die.

In China males are viewed as more valuable than females due to the fact that the males will support the elderly when they cannot support themselves. Within this many female newborns are killed, the parents strangle, break their spines, starve, or simple leave them somewhere to die, and then attempt again to have a child. The point within this is fear of survival, and the acceptance of tradition, as well it is the entire point of the male dominant civilization that is apparent throughout this world. Males are seen and are `supposed` to make more money than females, they are supposed to be the care takes, financially, of females, and of the family that they are born into. Thus most parents do not want a female as a child, because, as seen within the tradition, they will not be supported when they are elderly, talk about self-interest within having a child.

The drivers of the vehicles got arrested and had a fine of 1,500. They said that through helping the child after being hit the medial costs would have cost 15,000. Therefore from their point of view, and the eighteen passer-bys it is more `valuable` to let this child die through the perspective of value within money and not life. This is absolutely unacceptable within this world, but it is accepted by the culture/tradition within China due to the repetition of this act, due to a want to be supported when they are too old to support themselves.  Death has become cheaper than life, and within the current monetary system this is unacceptable, yet is accepted widely by all of humanity.

The system must CHANGE, through this we must stop accepting death to become cheaper than life, we must start seeing LIFE as MORE valuable than MONEY, this is why the equal money system is important. It stops placing value on money through a means of survival, and gives one life through giving enough funds to support themselves from birth to death, no longer being reliant on a constant influx of money outside of oneself ie: a job, and allows one to attain money just because they are HERE on Earth.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to place more value on money than life
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a child so that I may live into old age
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to SELECT a child so that I may be supported In old age through their influx of money
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to accept all children, all life here as equals, not placing more value on one piece of life than another
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have the starting point of fear of survival as the PURPOSE to have children
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to kill my child because I believe that since they are female they will not be able to support me when I am of old age
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to value men more than women within the factor and belief that men are supposed to make more money than females and within this specifically select a child of the male sex as my offspring so that I may be able to live longer
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to have a child out of self-interest and out of fear of survival instead of realizing that through having a child I am taking responsibility for bringing life into/as this Earth and hold myself accountable for raising the child no matter what sex no matter what disease, no matter what monetary consequences come up
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to kill a child because I believe that they are not able to support me in old age financially.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to walk past a dying child/person/life because it will mean that I must pay for its health, and within this I  forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to realize that money is in fact not as valuable as life
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to resist helping a dying child because it means that I must pay for the medical bills
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a system where death is cheaper to provide than life
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to value death more than life
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be born into a system where my life is not valued, where money is more valuable than life itself thus my death is more valued than my life
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be born into a culture where if I am a female girl I am not as much worth as a male
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to accept the death of a female child on the streets as `normal`
I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to stop these tradition, to question these cultures and see life as valuable, to see what is in fact happening
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to blind myself within the tool of money not allowing myself to see what is in fact happening on this Earth, the abuse that is happening on this Earth.

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Perspective on EMS

Aug 8^th
Today was my third day in a row being cut early from work. I would normally be stressed out about this as I usually work 8 hour days and in the past 3 days I have worked 3 hour days so that is 9 hours for the 24 that  should have worker = much less money.

The only reason I am not stressed out is because I know that I still have financial backing = I have enough money in my account that I can survive off of for the time being as I know that this is only temporary. Since I know that I have enough funds to support myself I can let that stress go, whereas if someone is down to their last few dollars and has rent to pay at the end of the month I would understand that they would be incredibly stressed out over the fact that they may not work enough to get enough money to pay rent to keep a shelter above their head.

It is nice to be free from stress and money worries and this is what we are proposing within an Equal Money System. In an Equal Money systems `money` will be directly put into ones account so that one has the available funds to support oneself within a system of exchange, that exchange being equal money credits. One is supported to have everything that one needs to be able to survive comfortably in this physical reality, and thus one is free from stress when `quaffs` like this happen, which most likely would not happen in an EMS

This is an example of what an EMS would be like, where one does not need to worry about getting a job and working a set amount of hours in order to be able to feed, clothe, shelter oneself and ones family within this physical reality. It makes life stressless, It does not make it less stressful but stressless as one does not need to worry about how one is abel to put food on the table for tomorrow, or that night possibly, and the fact that that exists is absurd.

Many people who are able to put food on the table for themselves and their family do not question anything within this system as they have everything that they need and thus can focus on things other than `how the fuck are my children going to eat tonight?`, so the people who already have what they need are not in support of a new system as humans have become separated only focusing on themselves individually and not looking at the entire picture of `what is humanity going through` and taking into consideration if one would like to live in the other’s shoes.

I doubt anyone wants to live in impoverished person’s shoes, I have thought about it and I, from ego, have said yes to make believe myself to be benevolent, but in SELF-HONESTY I would fucking hate being in their shoes, I would loath the condition in which I would exist in, and unfortunately I do not express gratitude for what I have. = I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to see that what I have in my reality is a fucking luxury, that I am fortunate to have the things that I have when others do not have ANY food to eat for the day
 

I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to consider what others have to go through in order to survive in this world, and within this I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to do everything possible to bring about a better world so that all may have the luxury that I have and be able to exist without fear of having to eat, stay warm, or stay breathing at the end of the day.

I would not enjoy being in their shoes, so why do I allow it to exist? Why do we allow it to exist, why do WE exist in ignorance of the people who suffer tremendous pain in order to stay BREATHING at the end of the day. I do not accept this as a reality, I do not accept this reality as a reality, and that is why I stand with Desteni and understand that an EMS is a solution to the strife in this world, where finally others can consider eachother as equals instead of within separation of `I am rich and they are poor`. In An EMS consideration will be given to all equally and the question would or should be asked do I want this for myself as them? Would I walk in their shoes? Would I want to Walk in their shoes? And within a System of Equality I would be self-honest when I say yes I would walk in their shoes as we walk as equals meaning they have no less than I do, others have no more than I do, everything is supported as life and thus I would not care if I were to exist as anything as it is all life.

So the other point here is that since humanity is being ridiculous about standing up and that life is now directing itself = there is going to be a point of suffering so that one is able to realize that this is what we have accepted and allowed to exist as ourselves, as this world is an expression of ourselves. Anyways yes suffering is needless if people were to simply see the system for what it is, but since humans are not doing that suffering is basically imminent at the moment, as it will help people see that THIS IS WHAT WE ARE ALLOWING! And from that moment take a stand to make their lives better and thus everyone else’s life better.

So Stand up and decide to not go through suffering to realize that this is what we are existing in, place yourself in another person’s shoes and decide whether or not you would walk in their shoes for a LIFETIME, then decide what you would want for them as ourselves.

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Life and Death + The In-Between

June 23, 2011
To understand life I look at death. I look at the end point of our existence to see what we are actually doing in the whole. I see that all we are doing is entertaining ourselves and then dying, while being subservient to the system. I was looking at a people working on their studies, and I see these people quite often at the library constantly focusing on their studies, so they are dedicated to it, and I apply their death to the equation. I see that what they are doing is only so that they are able to survive within the system effectively, they are working their asses of now so that in the future they can have enough money to support themselves, having a house, car, food, water, etc, all the necessities of life, only to die with all the `work` that they have put in in reality going nowhere, meaning that in death all their dedication and hard work for their lives will end up being worthless.

I looked at my mothers life as well, in terms of what she is participating in physically. She works 5 days a week and her work day is roughly 12 hours with getting ready in the morning and commuting, to which she comes home makes food, watches tv and then goes to bed, gets up in the morning to do it all over again. She has stopped drinking for just over a year, and when I looked at her life I told her to do stained glass as that is her hobby, because looking at her life it is dull, there is no enjoyment there, only service to the system, and entertaining herself to find a bit of enjoyment if that truly is enjoyment instead of ignoring her life…I told her to do stained glass because she does enjoy that and if she continues on her path her want for drinking is going to come back to her, and last weekend my sister told me that my mom had a drink. I asked her why and she said it is because her life is boring. Understandably so because anyone who is not completely ignorant of life will find it boring, because it is boring it is absolutely monotonous, day in day out doing the same shit over and over and over again. So adding death into the equation what is life really worth from the perspective of the system? It is not worth anything as the system will die eventually as it is engrained within the equation of the system, thus making our lives in which we are servicing the system purposeless. The only value in life would be life itself, the actual fact that we breathe and that we can and do experience ourselves in this physical reality, yet most of us are caught up in our minds to actually recognize that throughout our day, and entire lives we are breathing, we are here in the physical, and thus we do not take into consideration physicality whatsoever throughout our days/lives. We only take into consideration how much money we have, how to get food, how to make enough money so that we can provide ourselves with food, we only consider how we feel emotionally, we only consider the mental aspect of ourselves, absolutely disregarding the physical here as us, realizing ourselves here in the physical.

Life is not what life can be, it is certainly not an expression of ourselves within the physical reality…if it was we would have taken into consideration a long time ago what we are doing on this Earth, what we are doing TO this Earth as ourselves. And now through our lack of considering ourselves within the physical and how to live physically instead of systematically we have created our own extinction, we have killed the human race, well at least at the present it is quite probable that we have.

So add death into your equation of life to understand how and where you are heading within your life and where all life is heading and how ignorant we are of what is actually going on in this reality through only considering ourselves, and our own survival within the system, feeding ourselves unliveable information and then going to work day in and day out to make money as a means for us being able to feed, clothe, and shelter ourselves, which should be unconditionally given to all life, but it is only under the condition that you have money in your pocket.

Attainment of Enlightenment or the `American Dream` is worthless

June 2^nd 2011
I realized that my life is currently worthless from a perspective on individual experience. I was sitting in a doctors office, getting an update of my life as a diabetic. I find out that my average blood sugar level is well above normal. So I take a look at my life and the future of my life and realize one thing, it is meaningless there is no purpose other than to live here in the moment and change this world so that other people do not have to experience it in this hell that it is, worrying about my life in terms of dying is purposeless...I am going to die and to only focus on my own experience of `happiness` or living the `dream` is useless as it ends when I die yet the abusive existence that is here will still exist when I die.

So to give you perspective, I am a type 1 diabetic who smokes or has been smoking for about 2 and a half years, meaning that my heart muscle is incredibly weak and that I will die earlier than `average`. I am working 2 minimum wage jobs, I have just lost my benefits for my medication which is insulin so I mean I must find a new job with benefits or pay a fuck load of money to get insulin!!!which to me is fucking crazy to call `life`. My schooling option is limited due to education, time management, and money. Mainly money, because I am living on my own, most of my time is dedicated to working so that I m able to pay for bills, medication, food, etc life’s necessities, therefore I am limited to career choices and thus money. So since death is here as me, what matters? Does having a career, having kids, a house, a white picket fence matter? To me no not at all. In death why work my ass off to get something that has no value in death, no impact on the condition of life. The `American Dream` is all in pursuit of self-interest and now looking at it = it won’t fucking matter if I have that or don’t. It is not happiness to me, it is not life, it is still enslavement to the exact same fucking system only in a different environment, still existent within the same abusive, non-caring for life system. Does enlightenment matter? Nope not from my perspective, because I would still be in this shit system that does not care for life, only cares for itself, meaning that the system only exists to support and prolong the system itself, it is not there for life, therefore my `enlightenment` matters only if I have enough money to support that fucking bullshit idea, when the money runs out, my belly aches and I get brought the fuck back to the physical and then `nirvana` is destroyed. So attaining `enlightenment` does not matter against the suffering that exists due to our acceptance and allowance of the current system.

The only thing that matters is what is here after death. So if I allow myself to pursue the bullshit of enlightenment or the American dream, in death it has not impact on anything...suffering still exists the fact that people are limited within and as the system still exists, the fact that people will starve, go homeless, be raped, be uneducated, be abused....fuck that not only people but all life existent on this planet. All of that will still exist if I move myself within the `goal` of the American Dream or Enlightenment.  Therefore the only thing that matters to me is what is here when I die, what I allow and stand up against in this world is what matters in death. What I accept as existence is what matters, and I do not accept this existence as a way of life.

This world is disgusting...the human world, the actual Earth is interesting and intriguing, but the world that we have created for humans, the system I will say, is one that does not support humans unconditionally. The system that we have created maims, harms, abuses life to an outrageous extent. It matters to me if this still exists when I die. It matters because I do not want anyone else to suffer through this mess of `life` that we humans are absolutely responsible for.

So from my perspective I am going to die and anything that has been taught that is `worth` achieving in this reality is bullshit to me and does not matter. In death all of my experience of happiness or sadness do not matter, what matters is my physical experience in this reality as well as all others equal and one as me and what they too will experience if this system does not change. And currently this current physical experience on this Earth is HELL for most. What matters to me is the condition of life. Nothing in else in terms of `life` matters. The physical should be a place to express oneself one and equal, with and as the physical, not a labour camp, where if one does not labour they suffer or even that they must suffer as/through labour to be able to live. So fuck my life, fuck my care for my happiness or sadness, or bliss or anything of that. I would much rather experience myself in this physical reality as the physical reality without any limitation or hindrance to my ability to LIVE which is the system that we have accepted and allowed to exist within and without.

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Don't Attack Harold Camping = Take responsibility

May 22^nd 2011
There have been people now who are attacking Harold Camping for us still being here. This is not the way to deal with things. Please people take responsibility for yourself believing in these types of things. You believed it so you are responsible for yourself giving into the belief and idea of salvation and people being better than others.

Attacking Harold for this mistake in existence is purposeless. We are all still here so we must take responsibility for what is here. God will not be coming down on a cloud to absolve a select few for heaven etc. We are all responsible for what is here so we must take care of what is here, no being is going to `save` us other than ourselves, so we must take responsibility for the hell that is here and create a heaven as ourselves, through stopping our own shit and stop it from coming out in to the world. This world will not be saved as it does not need to be saved. It must be corrected through correcting ourselves from accepting the shit that is here blindly, and stop hoping for a saviour and stand up to take responsibility for what is here so that we as a whole may correct it because it will not change unless all of us stand up and take responsibility for what is here and stand to correct it.

Harold Camping is not solely responsible for this we all are, everyone who wants to give up through believing that they will be saved in the end makes us all wait for the end = death = not taking responsibility here and doing what we can while on this Earth to fix ourselves and what we have created as this Earth.

So do not blame others for our own beliefs as that gets us nowhere = stand up and take responsibility so we can change and thus start to rely on ourselves as change, rely on ourselves to save ourselves, rely on ourselves to fix the abuse of life we have created, accepted, and allowed on this Earth.

Waiting for death is a cop-out of this existence. By now it should be realized that there is no way out, that the only way `out` is through this mess to move through this mess as ourselves with a clarity so that we ma understand exactly what is going on and purify ourselves first so that we may move through this mess and clean it up as ourselves, then thus allow ourselves to birth a new world from/as ourselves as we have currently birthed this one from/as ourselves.

Christianity is not purity, take a self-honest look at it. Therefore it is not the solution as it dupes people into believing something grand to rape their pockets such as the belief of the RAPEture

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