Life and Death + The In-Between

June 23, 2011
To understand life I look at death. I look at the end point of our existence to see what we are actually doing in the whole. I see that all we are doing is entertaining ourselves and then dying, while being subservient to the system. I was looking at a people working on their studies, and I see these people quite often at the library constantly focusing on their studies, so they are dedicated to it, and I apply their death to the equation. I see that what they are doing is only so that they are able to survive within the system effectively, they are working their asses of now so that in the future they can have enough money to support themselves, having a house, car, food, water, etc, all the necessities of life, only to die with all the `work` that they have put in in reality going nowhere, meaning that in death all their dedication and hard work for their lives will end up being worthless.

I looked at my mothers life as well, in terms of what she is participating in physically. She works 5 days a week and her work day is roughly 12 hours with getting ready in the morning and commuting, to which she comes home makes food, watches tv and then goes to bed, gets up in the morning to do it all over again. She has stopped drinking for just over a year, and when I looked at her life I told her to do stained glass as that is her hobby, because looking at her life it is dull, there is no enjoyment there, only service to the system, and entertaining herself to find a bit of enjoyment if that truly is enjoyment instead of ignoring her life…I told her to do stained glass because she does enjoy that and if she continues on her path her want for drinking is going to come back to her, and last weekend my sister told me that my mom had a drink. I asked her why and she said it is because her life is boring. Understandably so because anyone who is not completely ignorant of life will find it boring, because it is boring it is absolutely monotonous, day in day out doing the same shit over and over and over again. So adding death into the equation what is life really worth from the perspective of the system? It is not worth anything as the system will die eventually as it is engrained within the equation of the system, thus making our lives in which we are servicing the system purposeless. The only value in life would be life itself, the actual fact that we breathe and that we can and do experience ourselves in this physical reality, yet most of us are caught up in our minds to actually recognize that throughout our day, and entire lives we are breathing, we are here in the physical, and thus we do not take into consideration physicality whatsoever throughout our days/lives. We only take into consideration how much money we have, how to get food, how to make enough money so that we can provide ourselves with food, we only consider how we feel emotionally, we only consider the mental aspect of ourselves, absolutely disregarding the physical here as us, realizing ourselves here in the physical.

Life is not what life can be, it is certainly not an expression of ourselves within the physical reality…if it was we would have taken into consideration a long time ago what we are doing on this Earth, what we are doing TO this Earth as ourselves. And now through our lack of considering ourselves within the physical and how to live physically instead of systematically we have created our own extinction, we have killed the human race, well at least at the present it is quite probable that we have.

So add death into your equation of life to understand how and where you are heading within your life and where all life is heading and how ignorant we are of what is actually going on in this reality through only considering ourselves, and our own survival within the system, feeding ourselves unliveable information and then going to work day in and day out to make money as a means for us being able to feed, clothe, and shelter ourselves, which should be unconditionally given to all life, but it is only under the condition that you have money in your pocket.

Consequences of the Human = Extinction of Fish

June 21^st 2011
The eurozone news has come out with a report noting that the marine life is being extinct at a rate where within a generation (80-100) years the coral reefs will be extinct. The rate at which they are dying in high…extremely high. This is news! The marine life feeds 1/5^th of the population’s protein intake. So at the rate that they are dying there will be a massive epidemic food wise for all of us to face. The reasons? Carbon Dioxide, Over fishing, and pollution are the problems.

The coral reefs are a massive support system for the entire ocean. They support much life at the bottom of the food chain, and within the coral reefs that life at the bottom of the food chain is simply going to die, thus causing much more animals to starve to death etc etc. The pyramid food structure is going to suffer intensely through our actions. We have gone too far to turn back and correct things within a moment. I mean at this moment we must stop, but that simply is not going to happen as we have enslaved ourselves to the system that we have created a thus we have doomed ourselves. I mean it will take at least a generation at this stage to move through our current reliance on the resources we have within the current system that we are moving in. The solution is a new system but first we must forgive and let go of everything that we have currently created. But lets focus on what is here currently which is our demise as a species

Since the marine life is being heavily affected by our actions, it is going to cause a massive butterfly affect speading across the globe. We are not stopping or calming down our carbon output, we are only making it seems though. Like for example there was a news story about a coal plant who had to reduce their carbon emissions...how did they do that? By buying a price of the rainforest to have under the companies name thus since trees absorb carbon dioxide it was a loop hole within the system, so we are not stopping anything, in fact we are progressing this shit further. China is progressing at a speed to which it will top out the States for highest GDP in about 10 years. 

This means that more must be produced within china thus more fuel must be used, more everything must be used there only exponentially increasing the problem. The oil, the pollution, the plastic that we are endlessly consuming and simply throwing out with no consideration of the consequences of our actions will take its toll on us and there are consequences whether or not we face them or not they will come to us through suffering or through us facing them, sitting down and working out a solution.

Looking at the extent of the problem we are fucked. We are not slowing down in any way. We are continuously moving forward with no regard ot what we are doing..we are sticking to what we know and that has been the current system that we have been following. We are not willing to change immediately for the benefit of all even if it means loving some bullshit we call money.  From looking at out application and reliance on money I do not see us moving in the direction that the scientists have proposed…we never have, we have only been loyal to our god money over and over. Fishing is suggested to create a massive overhaul of their methods, and to stop fishing as much…but looking at money, there are people that need to eat that fish on those boats…the more the catch the bigger their paycheck, so there is incentive to fish as much as possible. Creating a cap on fishing will limit the people from living as well as they do and I am sure that they will not accept that sitting down even though it is what is best for all. Unfortunately we only consider ourselves when considering our decisions, we do not consider the whole and the outcomes and the possibilities in terms of the whole, only consider our own miniscule lives.

This is for the fish life, but nonetheless all in connected on Earth, all is intertwined as life. We are all reliant on eachother for our survival. Each species relies on all others to maintain a sustainable existence, so the fact that marine life is facing an extinction that relates to the dinosaurs is significant, as this will affect all life here on this Earth. We have successfully destroyed this Earth, and ourselves. The one species to commit suicide.