Speculating on `God's` Existence

Speculation on God

On an online news site there has been quite a few articles on God and the possibility of it existing. Some of these articles challenge the Theory of Evolution, some provide scientific evidence on how a flaw is not a flaw within the design of the physical and how since the flaw is the best that can be for the part of the physical it is thus specifically placed/designed here in the physical due to some creator.

Within the comments section people as well refute this with further science and evidence and then we have a war based on the speculation of whether God exists or not.

Looking at this point = it is only speculation whether or not god exists the conversation and debate on whether or not god exists is irrelevant. What is relevant is that we are here = we are creating this world as an image and likeness of ourselves, it is not `god` creating this world, it is us. 

Having a conversation of possibilities is purposeless unless it is able to be directed, and the point of an existing god is not able to be directed as we are not able to find out whether or not there is a being `higher than us` actually in charge, thus we must look at what is here.

What is here is only ourselves, the only thing that exists on this Earth is ourselves. God is irrelevant in the equation of Earth as it is not on Earth that `God` exists, it is within our minds, it is within speculation, it is within a possibility that is neither able to be proved or disproved, therefore anything that pertains to `God` is irrelevant, so yes all religions that involve a god or deity is irrelevant to what is here on this Earth, it is irrelevant to HERE!

It is time to stop all religions as they only abdicate self-responsibility, which is fucking obvious as in Christianity all things that are are because of `God` thus we are not taking responsibility for creating THIS WORLD in the image and likeness of ourselves. Even within the speculation of god there CAN be NO directive possible, we cannot direct the situation as it can only be an idea, a speculation that exists within/as our minds, there can be no definitive proof or its existence or lack thereof, again thus religion is all about abdication of our responsibility as ourselves for making this world what it is and for fixing it into something that we can all enjoy as an expression of ourselves within/as the physical reality.

Thus with religion we are not taking responsibility for correcting ourselves as the mess/fuck up/catastrophe that is here on this Earth. It is to realize that we here are creating this mess as ourselves, and to take responsibility for fixing it, instead of placing the responsibility within a speculation = `God`. Placing responsibility in god is a laughable point existent within the human, it is completely fucking absurd.

Time to stop hoping for the possible existence of a god to possibly come and save our asses from our OWN demise, take responsibility for creating this world AS OURSELVES, change ourselves into living as we would like this world to be and re-create it as ourselves.

Exception

I started writing about Excuses and then watched a bit of Inception and it turned out like this.

When I make an excuse I do not want to face something. When I make an excuse it is because I have always been looking for a reason to be excused from taking responsibility for my actions. I have just fucked with myself within/as my mind, this is most likely from sleeping so much, I am going to push through this. When I do not want to be self-honest I make an excuse, whenI do not want to face something I make an excuse. I use excuses to justify my own dishonesty. There is really no point in lying to myself anymore, I can take the truth, and even if I am abuseful within it I can take it, as I have always been abuseful without knowing it, and now I know it and I can face it and even continue it if I want to, it is facing myself and I am not afraid of facing myself any longer. It is not scary, I know that I am abuseful, I know that I am dishonest, but I do not need to be dishonest anymore, I will be self honest. Excuses are just used to be dishonest with yourself, as well are justifications. They all promote the exact same thing which is not being honest with self and direct with self. I am going to direct myself and not allow myself to abuse myself. When I make an excuse I do not want to face the fact that I am abusing myself so I put up a front that is like a flower shop or a grocery shop, like mafias do, they put up a front to the extortion, drug dealing, prostitution that goes on behind the scenes. And that is what I do when I make an excuse, I put up a front so that what I am doing is not front and center and not able to be directly faced. It Is really intricate at how I do this…It is all to escape myself, all to place myself within another idea, situation, make believe idea/situation. I do not need to make excuses, excuses allow me to take myself away from what I am actually doing, making myself believe that I am an within an idea, I am here and here is not an idea, it is the physical, all thoughts allow me to create a false reality, to not think is to actually see what is here, it is to actually see what is here. Here is just the physical reality, but it is REAL it feels it touches, it BREATHES, it exists, the red brick wall in my mind does not, I cannot feel it, I cannot be  hurt by it I can only imagine it, and imagination is not real, and to play with myself throughout/with using  my mind is really abusive as I am not placing myself in reality. The minds reality is something that has been self-created. And the physical reality is something that we all live in that is aswell self created, as we are the power of the Earth…we are the controllers and if we are controlled than the controllers of the controllers  control the world, so the systems and programs that we have GIVEN ourselves to have been the creators of this world, as us. So everything that we are and is within this world is the system, that being so means that this world is fucking hard to transcend because we have hidden ourselves DEEP within ourselves, creating many many many layers of deceit to deceive ourselves of who we really are…but really we haven’t been the creators, initially what happens is that the parents have become the systems and then make the children follow the systems, with rules and regulations and if they are not followed then abuse happens and through that abuse one becomes subject to the world and then allows the implantation to no longer be abused. Yet we always get abused no matter what, this world is abusive, so if one give into becoming this world they too become abusive and decide to not realize it. We are responsible for prolonging this abuse.

Head-Ache and Morality

The headache.


When I think about the headache I am realating it to my blood sugar. But It is from separation. Blaming it on my blood sugar and not the fact that I am my blood sugar. I was 10.9 a while ago. And I went to that from being low. I have gotten headaches before from going high and low and high and low. Lol it is a headache. Too much to think about and focus on. It started as I was watching the banksy movie. A point that I am thinking about is value, that I am supporting value of something that I am still holding onto the belief and idea that `street art` is cool and `hip` and `modern`…I do not like using that world because I feel like I sound like a pompous jackass. Anyways I was valuing art and the supposed worth of it. Art is not valuable no matter what it is. I mean the dude in the movie only did that shit because he wanted fame and he found a lot of people who had fame but tied no monetary value to their work…well did not commercialize themselves like he did, and he made too much shit and he is now worthless. He did all this shit for money and fame and used other peoples work…leech. He is a defined leech and I can relate. I am unoriginal. Have no creativity to my own process. Only following blindly to what I believe I must do according to posts by Bernard or other people. I mean when Linday posted a video saying that she is going to run I thought OH!...what can I commit myself too? I only acted on that point because of my belief of Oh! That is a good thing to commit and I want to commit to so I will follow her…I do not take lead. I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to follow myself. I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to follow myself. I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to create for myself. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be created. I forgive myself for not accepting and allowing myself to take responsibility for creating my own world and directing it the way I want it to become the outcome. This point has come up a few times and each time I think about smoking…which is just following my programmingbecause I actually do nt want one…physically do not want one. So how do I create myself? But actually making a stand and standing as my words here. And not fearing a think. I create myself in every moment anyhow, unaware of what I am creating. When I speak through and as my ego/personality, I create my reality through and as that. When I stand as self, speaking from as me as the principles that I stand by then the reality I create will be one that will be as of my principles. So I will no longer be a system but a principle within the stance of it. So it starts within words for me, because actions will come from the thoughts as a form or words. Words are where I can start and my participation in words is where my principle will stand.