As a kid I was quite
active. I would play around a lot. I was a fast kid so I enjoyed running fast,
I did track later on, I tried rollerblading, I would bike through forests and
go off of dirt jumps. I really enjoyed a lot of sport and activities with my
body. I joined soccer when I was in grade 3, which I enjoyed a lot because I
could run a lot and use my speed to my advantage, and attempt to win. From the
age of 4 or 5 until I was 10-11 I was very active, most days doing something. I
was also heavily, not addicted per say, but participated in video games and
television…actually yes I would say I was addicted. When I was younger I
remember on the weekends always renting a video game, wanting to beat it
quickly I would wake up really early, and basically play it the entire day,
with periods of activity in between, that was the majority of my time. I would
also come home and sit down for hours watching television and being influenced
by that. Luckily the activity that I did was a balance with my sedentary
lifestyle.
My diet consisted of
candy, and carbohydrates. Fruit and vegetables was rarely in any of my meals, I
was brought up on grilled cheese, peanut butter and jam sandwiches, macaroni
and cheese, cereals, and whenever I could get my hands on candy I would consume
it until I was ill. I remember being given the opportunity to go down to the
store and buy myself my own cereal. Previously to this I had wanted the most
sugar infused cereal possible, always being denied getting it as many parents
do in the grocery store. Now I was free from parental supervision, and I was
able to get what I wanted. So I got cereal that I saw as loaded with sugar,
looking for the words chocolate and a picture of a cereal that had candies
embedded in the cereal as well. All of this food was not balanced through the
intake of fruits and vegetables which would give me fibre to assist in breaking
down the extensive amount of carbohydrates that I was eating. The fiber would
have created somewhat of a balance to the food that I was eating and stop the
excessive carbohydrates that I was eating. My addiction to sugar was extensive
as well. My relationship with sugar has always been a reward system and I
associated sugar with happiness, so if I was feeling down I would turn to sugar
to keep myself happy, I allowed my world to revolve around sugar, and through
the influence of media with kid shows demonizing vegetables…"Ew,
Broccoli" I decided in that moment that I as well didn't like broccoli,
then with the constant commercials supporting high sugar food and candies I
started to want those too. Understand that my mother was a single mother, and
living in a suburban neighbourhood I was easily susceptible to these things.
She had to have time to herself to, she could not easily manage 2 kids, a full
time job, and then her other responsibilities on the side, so I was left to
find my own way basically. Then with the media's influence on children I became
a violent, sugar abusing, little shit that wanted what I wanted without compromise.
In sports as well
they would give out the majority of the time popsicles, candy, other various
frozen treats, and when they did give fruit I did not like it so much because
it wasn't candy. So eventually I ended up quitting soccer because I was not
winning as much, in that looking for another happiness source to maintain the
influx of happiness, in which I turned to more sugar, and more of a sedentary
lifestyle wherein it was easy for me to win at videogames so I started to play
them more and it was easy for me to generate emotions and feelings when
watching a television show so I started to do that more, still playing with
friends from time to time, but we would then mostly play video games together.
My diet stayed the same, mainly carbohydrates and candy, rarely eating fruits
and vegetables, not getting the necessary fiber that I needed.
All of the
carbohydrates that I was taking in had a massive effect on my body and it took
2 years for it to manifest into diabetes. Too many carbohydrates meant that my
pancreas was producing an extensive of insulin in order to maintain my blood
sugar at the levels that they are supposed to be. Over time breath by breath
the amount of carbohydrates became too much and the body started to react to
the insulin that I was producing because with all the food that I was consuming
with less and less activity the cells has an enormous amount of energy that
they could use but weren't so the body saw that the insulin was damaging the
cells through being a transmitter of the glucose in the blood stream to the
cells and since there was no activity to use up the glucose in the blood stream
the body said, what the fuck is going on?, and decided to attack the insulin
producing cells in the pancreas to stop the harm that I was doing to the body,
causing the sugar in the blood stream to build up causing a physical consequence
that I could see with me being thirsty and having to pee at an alarming rate.
So here are the
factors that was involved in me being diagnosed with type 1 diabetes. Take into
consideration what children are doing to their bodies with the sugar intake and
consider what influences them in their food intake. The media is a terrible fucking
perpetrator in the push for more sugar consumption, and look at all the foods
that are designed for children, they have outrageous quantities of sugar in
them. Diabetes will become more of an epidemic than it is now if things are not
changed, because we are getting more sedentary than ever before.
I also ate like that as a child, up until I was about 16 then I started to change my diet because I heard about how unhealthy it was and then found out how animals were abused etc...
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